But I was honestly still upset that my mind was at home- my mind was still worrying about me and my moms relationship. I was still feeling unfulfilled. Even being at a beautiful place calle Loomis Chaffee. Being in a campus where I would never thought I’d be in. Walk on beautiful green grass for the first time instead of grass in New York City that’s full of dog poop. Finally breathing in some nice fresh air instead of bad air from the city that’s full of toxics and gas from the cars. I was finally happy to see stars for the first time.